So today is officially my last day a Roma... my last day in Rome. Which means that this semester is over and summer vacation has begun. And that I am actually leaving Europe tomorrow to return to the (good ol') US of A. What a strange and wonderful/disconcerting concept. But, as they say, tempus fugit.
First off, I still can't believe that I survived finals. This whole week -- which, of course, was absolutely beautiful weather-wise -- was swallowed up in a terrible flurry of papers, late nights in the library memorizing things like the date of when the ceiling frescoes in Palazzo Barberini were painted, reminders scribbled on post-it notes, my hand cramped up from writing the equivalent of a novel in my exam booklets, racing against the clock and against the sad fact that time was inevitably slipping away.
And now, that it has slipped, all I can do is shake my head and say, "Guys, this is it. This is our last day."
My last time petting Stanley, Livio's adorable dog (and our loving mascot); my last nun bun; my last meander through the convent halls; my last gelato... the idea is proving to be a bit hard to swallow. I mean, it hasn't really hit me yet that I have just one night left to take advantage of this magical city, reflect on my experience, and enjoy a few final bottles of real Italian wine.
To be honest, there were a lot of things that I wanted to do while here in Rome that I didn't get to do -- ride on a Vespa, go to a squat, take a cooking class, ride a stallion through the Tuscan countryside, meet a fabulously wealthy and attractive Italian man who wanted to lavish me with expensive gifts... But I also did a lot of things that I'd never even realized were within my reach.
I went to a plaster cast laboratory and got to see the renowned Andre Felice actually make a plaster cast sculpture. Then I got to see the storeroom, shown here, where he keeps a menagerie of his past creations. Awesome.
I took a 14-hour train ride to Vienna (with my fellow Bucknellian Sarah Schoenhut) and then, quite daringly, stayed in an apartment with a group of students who I'd met through my membership with www.couchsurfing.com (if you plan to travel on a budget and you like to meet new and interesting people, I highly suggest you look it up)... and it was probably the best trip of my entire semester. Not only was the city amazing, but our "host" Nikkola and her five flat mates made us feel totally welcome, cooking us meals and taking us out to university parties (which, to our amazement, actually took place in the building where they have classes... got to love those carefree Europeans). Meeting and talking to them about the vast differences between our cultures, our upbringings, and our views on the state of the world was fascinating.
I saw some of my most favorite works of art in person (I'll admit I cried a little each time from sheer joy) and fell absolutely head over heels in love with a few new artists [such as Kupka (whose work is seen below) and the incomparable Oskar Kokoschka].
I carved my initials in a block of marble with the same kinds of tools Bernini used to make his masterpieces.
I stood in the Coliseum with my parents and hummed the theme from the movie Gladiator. Then I took them around the city, translated for them, and showed them the sites, navigating the streets like a true Roman, without a map, without a doubt but with a smile.
I picked flowers in the Forum. I dipped my toes in the Mediterranean. I watched the sun set from the top of the Spanish Steps. I drank local wine from a vat and saw the vineyards where the grapes that made it were grown. I met people and I saw things that have changed me forever. I lived in Rome for five months and regardless of the fact that it may not have been perfect, I wouldn't have traded a minute of it. Not for the world.


Comments (2)
Great post, Margaret. I enjoyed riding along all semester.
Posted by sam | May 12, 2008 10:58 AM
Posted on May 12, 2008 10:58
I really enjoyed the honesty of this post! I know how it feels to study abroad in a foreign place, with a different language, and how arriving and leaving are two HUGE moments in your life. I myself did a 3 month study abroad in Spain, and by the time I had to go I didn't know how I felt. There were so many things that I was used to, that I knew I would no longer be able to enjoy the same way back home. I was excited to go back to my home city, but at the same time I was sad to leave my new city! I felt like I had become a Spanish resident, after being there for so long. I really appreciate you saying, "Regardless of the fact that it may not have been perfect, I wouldn't have traded a minute of it". I agree with you here, because studying abroad, in a country where they don't speak your language, is of course a bit of a challenge. With time it gets easier, and things start to make sense. Going through it, coming out with the ability to actually speak a new language, to be understood by other people, and to understand what they are saying to you, is something that I would never trade in. I hope you are doing alright back home, I know all about reverse culture shock too! Post some more pictures of your trip, and blog some more, it will help. :)
Posted by Jessica Sztaimberg | May 20, 2008 3:40 PM
Posted on May 20, 2008 15:40